ant or bee?

Would you rather be an ant or a bee? It's a question I have repeatedly asked myself this morning. It goes to say, should I go on and be a mindless, confined yet dutiful myrmidon or a wandering free soul fulfilling my day's worth of existence?

I've always been trapped in between. It has been my longest standing dilemma to know and commit to what I want. Of who I am and what purpose I have in this world. To work long years of patience and hardwork and reap my rewards after that or to wander and fly free and be happy in my day's worth of living and die poor and unknown?

I am grateful of what I have now, I just don't know where to find my true happiness.